This sucks. I can’t sleep, Jay snores, its so dry in my house I can’t produce saliva if I’m lying in bed. I can’t get comfortable while I’m lying down. The heartburn is still kicking. I have a stupid lip infection or whatever it is. Plus I’m getting up every few hours to pee or whatever when I do actually get to sleep. Nobody tells you when you’re trying to get pregnant that this part sucks so bad. I’m stressing out over delivery, I feel pretty overwhelmed right now. I was at the doctor’s office today and had a complete meltdown. I am really excited to have this baby but my god I don’t know if I will ever want to put myself through this again for the sake of having another one. I’m beat. Physically and emotionally exhausted. I might be able to sleep again someday soon. Hopefully 
Apparently I am now sick with a cold too. I slept maybe 2 1/2 hours at a time. I took 2 showers to try to help and they did nothing. We figured out the air exchanger to make the air less dry which is good, but holy I am exhausted.
Sadie is coming soon and she’s definately worth all of this but I hope the cold and the anxiety feelings go away soon. I’m stressed. Gonna go sleep if I can. Drinking lots of orange juice and trying to rest.
Take care
Tamara